It is done.
We did it.
We pulled it off.
This thing that
we've dreamed about ... this thing we've sought … this thing that
we have tenaciously worked toward … has become a reality! We
are, as of this blog post, full-time at The Cabin On Huckleberry
Hill!
It is really a good
feeling. There's nothing fleeting or superficial about the feeling.
It is one of those feelings that reaches clean down into the marrow
in our bones. There is a bit of bitterness mixed into the sweetness.
There has to be. It is, compared to the sweetness, just a small bit
of bitterness.
It is hard to live
in a spot as long as we lived on the lane and not develop some
fondness's for a place. It is hard to not set some roots.
There is a comfortable familiarity that develops with a place
over time.
There are people
too.
Familiar faces.
Neighbors. A few that you develop some level of relational closeness
to. Most of them you simply see and recognize as part of the
surrounding social fabric and the familiarity stops at that point of awareness.
This is, after all, life in the busy 21st Century where
closeness in a community isn't what it was fifty years ago. There are
also the familiar people that you do business with on a regular
basis. You get to know a lot of their names over time. They get to
know yours. Last names may never be known. That's ok. People have
names. Faces have names. We have names.
We've had more than
names.
We've had a living
presence among other living presences and the likelihood of ever
seeing the vast majority of the aforementioned again, or them seeing
us, is slim to none. We have moved on in pursuit of our interests,
and our own better well-being, in a fashion that would not have been
possible had we continued where we were.
Our leaving, where
certain of our neighbors are concerned, has left an open hole. Change
in the neighborhood, though the extent of the change is yet to be
fully comprehended, has occurred. Change that affects them. Change
that none of them had an iota of control over. Change that the vast
majority knew nothing about until they began to observe our obvious moving activity.
No one wants things
to change. No one wants their familiarities upset. Change in a
neighborhood, especially for those of clannish longstanding in a
neighborhood, is hard to accept. Who, after all, is coming in to fill
the vacancy … fill the hole … left by our leaving?
Living life is
necessarily replete with dynamics. What we do … how we do …
when we do … will always have an effect on others. Positively or
negatively.
There are things
that none of us have any control over and time will answer the
question of who will occupy that little spot of earth in that
neighborhood. It is not for us to choose. It is not for anyone in the
neighborhood to choose. Folks will simply have to adjust to
whatever, or whomever, change may bring into the neighborhood now
that we have moved and are no longer part of it.
I have always
admired Scott and Helen Nearing.
Mother Earth News
introduced a lot of people to Scott and Helen back in the early
days of the magazine. The magazine was my introduction to them.
Scott and Helen were two pioneers in the modern self-reliance movement that knew who they
were and did what they had to do to remain true to themselves. They
looked at the world's systems, saw them for what they were then and
still are today, and went about their lives in a way that brought
themselves satisfaction even if it flew in the faces of the systems
managers.
“Civilization,” said Mark Twain,
“is a limitless multiplication of unnecessary necessaries.” A
market economy seeks by ballyhoo to bamboozle consumers into buying
things they neither need nor want, thus compelling them to sell their
labor power as a means of paying for their purchases. Since our aim
was liberation from the exploitation accompanying the sale of labor
power, we were as wary of market lures as a wise mouse is wary of
other traps. Helen Nearing
I
think the mice aren't as smart as they used to be. The cage built by
the systems managers is crammed full of mice that, at this point in
their dependency upon the systems, don't even realize they are caged.
The two of us?
Now our adventure
continues.
The hard work of
getting here is behind us. Our task now is to settle into this mode
of living … this lifestyle of simplicity and self-reliance
that we have chosen.